{"id":4498,"date":"2020-11-30T12:26:31","date_gmt":"2020-11-30T10:26:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/?p=4498"},"modified":"2020-11-30T12:38:42","modified_gmt":"2020-11-30T10:38:42","slug":"prima-carte","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/2020\/11\/30\/prima-carte\/","title":{"rendered":"Prima carte"},"content":{"rendered":"<p lang=\"ro-RO\"><span style=\"color: #111111;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Terminasem cu \u00eenv\u0103\u021batul literelor de c\u00e2teva luni. Abosolvisem clasa \u00eent\u00e2i \u0219i sc\u0103pasem aproape nev\u0103t\u0103mat de trecerea de la vacan\u021ba de var\u0103 la \u00eenceputul noului an \u0219colar. Zilele erau tot mai scurte, lampa redevenise piesa central\u0103 a serilor noastre. \u00cempins de la spate, mai mult sau mai pu\u021bin discret, am decis s\u0103 m\u0103 apuc s\u0103 citesc o carte adev\u0103rat\u0103. P\u00e2n\u0103 atunci consumasem c\u0103r\u021bi de colorat \u0219i c\u0103r\u021bi colorate cu multe poze. F\u0103r\u0103 criterii, am ales, dintre c\u0103r\u021bile pe care le aveam \u00een cas\u0103, romanul Nicoar\u0103 Potcoav\u0103 de Mihail Sadoveanu. Suficient de groas\u0103 pentru orgoliul meu, f\u0103r\u0103 nicio urm\u0103 de fotografie, scris\u0103 de un autor de care auzisem, a fost aleasa. M-am aruncat voince\u0219te printre litere, cuvinte, propozi\u021bii \u0219i fraze \u0219i dup\u0103 prima pagin\u0103 am dormit dou\u0103 ore. Mi-am f\u0103cut o socoteal\u0103, sumar\u0103, raportat\u0103 la num\u0103rul de pagini \u0219i orele de somn, plus o aritmetic\u0103 \u0219chioap\u0103 (nu \u00eenv\u0103\u021basem tabla \u00eenmul\u021birii) \u0219i am ajuns la concluzia c\u0103 &#8230; o s\u0103-mi dorm toat\u0103 copil\u0103ria p\u00e2n\u0103 termin cu tovar\u0103\u0219ul Potcoav\u0103. Nu eram, \u00eenc\u0103 nu sunt, cel mai ambi\u021bios om, dar sunt dotat cu o insisten\u021b\u0103 demn\u0103 doar de cauze bune, a\u0219a c\u0103 am decis, c\u0103 voi continua cartea chiar \u0219i cu riscul s\u0103 m\u0103 prind\u0103 clasa a 8-a cu ea \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103. Prima fraz\u0103 mi-a f\u0103cut o imagine asupra a ceia ce va urma. La finalul ei nu re\u021binusem nimic, singura grij\u0103 era s\u0103 dobor liter\u0103 dup\u0103 liter\u0103. Le \u0219tiam, eram m\u00e2ndru de asta, le uneam \u00een cuvinte \u0219i cam asta era tot. A trecut iarna, cu friguri, \u00eentuneric, s\u0103rb\u0103tori, joac\u0103 \u0219i a venit prim\u0103vara. La orizont se prefigura \u0219i mai mult\u0103 joac\u0103, a\u0219a c\u0103 am accelerat ritmul de citire. Aproape c\u0103 \u00eencepusem s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg de ce \u00eei doare capul pe cei mari. Nu m\u0103 durea nimic, dar lectura m\u0103 solicita puternic, dormeam ne\u00eentors. \u00cen buza verii am ajuns la cap\u0103tul celor 396 de pagini pe care le avea edi\u021bia mea. De fapt romanul are doar 353 de pagini. Punctul de final a fost singurul lucru re\u021binut, \u00een rest absolut nimic. Ca dovad\u0103, volumul are la final ni\u0219te note critice (Manolescu, Simion&#8230;), de aici \u0219i diferen\u021ba de pagini, dar preocupat de fiecare liter\u0103 \u00een parte, aproape c\u0103 nu am sesizat c\u0103 am trecut \u00een alt plan. Cine eram eu s\u0103-i judec stilul lui Sadoveanu? Poate a\u0219a scria autorul, \u00ee\u0219i a\u0219ternea pe h\u00e2rtie \u0219i notele critice, s\u0103-i scuteasc\u0103 pe al\u021bii de efort. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p lang=\"ro-RO\"><span style=\"color: #111111;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Dup\u0103 aceast\u0103 \u00eencercare au urmat foarte multe. \u00cencerc\u0103ri.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p lang=\"ro-RO\"><span style=\"color: #111111;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">40 de ani mai t\u00e2rziu, cu epidemia de comunism aproape dep\u0103\u0219it\u0103, dar \u00een plin\u0103 pandemie, \u00een magazia cu lemne pentru foc a casei p\u0103rinte\u0219ti am descoperit coper\u021bile romanului Nicoar\u0103 Potcoav\u0103. Ni\u0219te aripi f\u0103r\u0103 trup. Le-am cercetat pu\u021bin cu o str\u00e2ngere de inim\u0103, g\u00e2ndindu-m\u0103 c\u0103 paginile au servit pentru aprinderea multor focuri \u2013 de\u0219i nu exist\u0103 \u00een familie tradi\u021bia arderii c\u0103r\u021bilor, dar na, s-au mai v\u0103zut accidente, mi-am zis c\u0103 ceea ce \u00eemi propusesem \u00een copil\u0103rie nu se va mai realiza. Con\u0219tient de propria ne\u00een\u021belegere \u00eemi propusesem c\u0103 la finalul vie\u021bii (atunci eram convins c\u0103 voi sim\u021bi c\u00e2nd se apropie) s\u0103 recitesc ( asta e o trufie, dar nu am putut scrie s\u0103 citesc) Nicoar\u0103 Potcoav\u0103. Acum, cu coper\u021bile \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 trupul c\u0103r\u021bii, eram con\u0219tient c\u0103 promisiunea putea fi \u00eemplinit\u0103 doar cu volumul pe care \u00eel cercetasem cu m\u00e2ini curioase \u0219i ochi absen\u021bi \u00een copil\u0103rie. \u00cen concluzie, nu se mai putea. Am l\u0103sat aripile acolo, s\u0103-\u0219i \u00eemplineasc\u0103 soarta \u0219i prin foc s\u0103-\u0219i reg\u0103seasc\u0103 trupul. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p lang=\"ro-RO\"><span style=\"color: #111111;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">40 de ani \u0219i o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 mai t\u00e2rziu, am revenit \u00een casa de la \u021bar\u0103. \u00cen una dintre camerele prin care mi-am odihnit copil\u0103ria, \u00eentr-un raft improvizat de mine (sunt vicecampion balcanic la improvizat lucruri), cu foarte mul\u021bi ani \u00een urm\u0103, am descoperit un trup f\u0103r\u0103 aripi. Exact, Nicoar\u0103 Potcoav\u0103. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p lang=\"ro-RO\"><span style=\"color: #111111;\">\u201d<span style=\"font-size: large;\">De la adormirea b\u0103tr\u00e2nului \u0218tefan \u2013 Voievod&#8230;\u201d, a\u0219a \u00eencepe cartea, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 o recitesc. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p lang=\"ro-RO\"><span style=\"color: #111111;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Nu simt nimic. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p lang=\"ro-RO\"><span style=\"color: #111111;\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Legat de mine, nu de carte.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Terminasem cu \u00eenv\u0103\u021batul literelor de c\u00e2teva luni. Abosolvisem clasa \u00eent\u00e2i \u0219i sc\u0103pasem aproape nev\u0103t\u0103mat de trecerea de la vacan\u021ba de var\u0103 la \u00eenceputul noului an \u0219colar. Zilele erau tot mai scurte, lampa redevenise piesa central\u0103 a serilor noastre. \u00cempins de la spate, mai mult sau mai pu\u021bin discret, am decis s\u0103 m\u0103 apuc s\u0103 citesc&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":4499,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[5],"tags":[50,51],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4498"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4498"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4498\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4502,"href":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4498\/revisions\/4502"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4499"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4498"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4498"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4498"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}