{"id":4610,"date":"2023-04-11T14:45:15","date_gmt":"2023-04-11T12:45:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/?p=4610"},"modified":"2023-04-11T14:45:16","modified_gmt":"2023-04-11T12:45:16","slug":"judecata","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/2023\/04\/11\/judecata\/","title":{"rendered":"Judecata"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Lumea vorbe\u015fte enorm \u015fi \u00een multe cazuri folose\u015fte, \u00een acela\u015fi sens, acelea\u015fi cuvinte. Ideal este s\u0103 nu ne intereseze gura ei. Nu tr\u0103im \u00eentr-o lume ideal\u0103. Din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd, f\u0103c\u00e2nd o analiz\u0103 pe modelul sp\u0103l\u0103toriilor auto, interior – exterior (faptele mele – ochii lumii), m\u0103 \u00eentreb dac\u0103 merit\u0103 s\u0103 mor. Nu m\u0103 b\u00e2ntuie nimic, toate sunt \u00een parametrii acceptabili pentru o supravie\u0163uire decent\u0103. Atunci, de unde mi-a venit?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

De la gura lumii, am zis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Am plecat de la sensul pozitiv al cuvintelor \u015fi am regresat spre cel negativ. S\u0103 v\u0103 dau c\u00e2teva exemple, triste. A murit o doamn\u0103, \u00eentr-un accident de tren. Colegii de munc\u0103 au vorbit des\u00adpre ea. „Nu merita s\u0103 moar\u0103, era o familist\u0103 des\u0103v\u00e2r\u015fit\u0103!”, „Avea doi copii, \u00eei iubea, nu trebuia s\u0103 moar\u0103”. Alt accident nefericit a dus la moartea unui elev. „Era foarte cuminte, respectuos, avea note foarte bune, nu trebuia s\u0103 moar\u0103”. \u015ei tot a\u015fa. Am auzit despre oameni care nu ar fi trebuit s\u0103 moar\u0103 pentru c\u0103 nu consumau alcool, nu-\u015fi b\u0103teau nevasta \u015fi copiii, nu fumau, aduceau salariul acas\u0103, salutau pe toat\u0103 lumea. Am f\u0103cut un pas \u00een spate, mai ales c\u0103 tr\u0103im \u00eentr-o lume \u00een care dup\u0103 un viol, invariabil, exist\u0103 un cor care sus\u0163ine c\u0103 victima poart\u0103 o mare parte din vin\u0103 (umbla prea dezbr\u0103cat\u0103, f\u0103cea prea multe glume deocheate, r\u00e2dea la b\u0103rba\u0163i \u015fi multe alte argumente menite s\u0103 justifice sinistra ac\u0163iune).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Revenind la pasul \u00een spate, dac\u0103 nu am note bune, beau ni\u015fte pahare \u00een plus, nu sunt familist\u0103, nu am copii, fumez, port fuste prea scurte, merit\u0103 s\u0103 mor? \u00cen ce lume tr\u0103im? De unde ne vine acest fundamentalism legat de comportamentul celor din jur, insist\u00e2nd pe „nu merita”, pare c\u0103 am avea \u015fi o list\u0103 cu cine merit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Recunosc, din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd mai fluier \u00een biseric\u0103; s\u0103 \u00eensemne asta c\u0103 vecinii\/cunos\u00adcu\u0163ii mei cu fibr\u0103 de inchizitori deja m\u0103 perpelesc pe rug, dup\u0103 ce m-au condamnat la moarte?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

„S\u0103 sparie g\u00e2ndul”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Admit, sunt foarte dezam\u0103git de modul cum se comport\u0103 \u00een public o larg\u0103 majoritate, mult sub standardele mele, nu cele mai ridicate posibil, dar sunt convins c\u0103 la moartea unuia care scuipa semin\u0163e pe jos \u00een parc sau care asculta manele la volum maxim \u00een autobuz\/metrou nu a\u015f zice „Firesc, merita s\u0103 …, nu a\u015fa se face”. Faptul c\u0103 reu\u015fim s\u0103 judec\u0103m, cu mant\u0103, ca la biliard, chiar \u015fi atunci c\u00e2nd vrem s\u0103 fim amabili m\u0103 sperie. De altfel, am devenit cam sperios.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oare merit s\u0103…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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text ap\u0103rut \u00een Ziarul Bursa<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Lumea vorbe\u015fte enorm \u015fi \u00een multe cazuri folose\u015fte, \u00een acela\u015fi sens, acelea\u015fi cuvinte. Ideal este s\u0103 nu ne intereseze gura ei. Nu tr\u0103im \u00eentr-o lume ideal\u0103. Din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd, f\u0103c\u00e2nd o analiz\u0103 pe modelul sp\u0103l\u0103toriilor auto, interior – exterior (faptele mele – ochii lumii), m\u0103 \u00eentreb dac\u0103 merit\u0103 s\u0103 mor. Nu m\u0103 b\u00e2ntuie nimic,…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[5],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4610"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4610"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4610\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4611,"href":"https:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4610\/revisions\/4611"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4610"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4610"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dedes.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4610"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}